Over half this year is gone, there have been a lot of steps since you left. I still start each day with a whisper of I love you and continue to put one foot in front of the other. I search each day for the direction and clues of why I am still here and not with you. I have learned it is not for me to decide I am just here along for the ride. Thank you Katherine and guides for your signs and nudging I think I will survive. I have learned the only way this can work is to remember the good times and make new ones with those still here.
The poetry has become a source of release from grief but it is the meories we share Katherine that keep me alive. Thank you for that, I love you and will see you on the otherside , when it is time.